Look, I was going to post one more DESPAIR post, but... fuck it. I'm done. I'm done with you people. I tried. And tried. But to no avail... I tried being serious, silly, bombastic, and sarcastic. I tried to wake you all up. Looks like even ice water won't work. But I promised something ~ so here it is, in a nutshell:
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Back during college, I took a few electives, including a constitutional law course. I aced it. About as year later, during a seminar on writing a resume, I got into an argument about the law with a woman who was... woke. When I left the room, I was approached by another woman who wanted my resume saying she was a secretary-pool-typist for the government. I gave it to her - hoping for a job. After that exchange, I ran into many people I never met who knew who I was. I always knew it was from that resume. I get along with most people, and was told many strange things. In 2007 I got a job at an HP datacenter from a contracting company. It was pointless and boring: Checking cables, pushing power buttons, and dealing with library tapes all while navigating a rat-maze of servers. It was in 2010-11 that EDS (Perot's old company) from Texas came in with their Government computers. Our group had nothing to do with them, but I got along with the older people there. Well, around 2012 they began hooking into everything. I was getting tickets from them and relaying them over to EDS ~ who, quite frankly ~ didn't give two shits about taking down half of all continental telecoms or most of Alaskan Shipping. I was approached to work overtime and I did. Two 82 hour weeks. I got a call from the HP boss from Atlanta stating if I ever took more overtime that quarter I'd be fired. Fine. I was glad to get the rest. That's when my supervisor asked me for a 'Favor'. He told me EDS and the Feds were specifically asking for me to work 5 hours on my day off ~ Saturday. I told him it was impossible. I couldn't and talk to Robert (the boss). Well, he flew into his whole "Robert?! Fuck him! He's not here! Brian wants the fucking day off and I already said you'd cover! So, don't give me any of this HOLY DAY SHIT! I'm sick and tired of all this bullshit!" So, being who I am, I let him have it ~ told him I wasn't getting fired for him, Brian, Ted, or anyone. So, he left in a huff, came back an hour later and told me this: "Sorry. I told them you couldn't work and I think I got you killed." I looked at him and said "Yeah. Okaaay."
Two days later, I was called into the foyer of the building where my supervisor, EDS, and some sketchy-looking people were (2 dudes, reminded me of the blues brothers, and a woman). Mike from EDS started to talk when the woman came over and said this: "Yes or no: You were asked to work on Saturday. Will you do it?" I said I couldn't but before I could say anything, she said this: "Fine. Then you'll be just another dead kike we shoot in the head. You, your family, your friends. Enjoy your Shabbat." And I was escorted out by security. After that I began to be harrassed at work every day I came in, my car keyed, and being short on pay - just because. After six months of this, I left on sick leave, then on disability due to a previous condition. Now look, it didn't end there. For the next several years, I was reminded by both the city and state police, I was group stalked for a year (at least that I know of), and had break-ins while at home. In 2014-15 I had one to three black SUVs outside my home at night with laser scopes pointed at my house ~ calling the police? They would just laugh and hang up. That's when I started doing research and talking to other people who were in my situation.
I really, really wish I was just a LARP. My mother and Ex died and they knew. I stopped going outside of my house about 13 months ago, because I can't take the chance. So, now I'm telling you all this: IT IS NOT THE GOVERNMENT NOR IS IT THE SYSTEM. IT IS THE PEOPLE INSIDE IT. If you have the right people in the right place at the right time you can take over the most powerful nation in the world without ever firing a fucking shot! The sad thing is, you are all too far up your own asses to see the truth. So good luck. I had a good run, but I know now they will come back. But I've got a surprise waiting for them... my big mouth and a bit of truth for ammunition. That's why I like Danganronpa: TRUTH BULLETS to counter their big lie. (Great VN, btw! Made me happy during my internment!)
https://youtu.be/J_79uDFidd0Anyway, sorry to offend! Sorry to insult! You deserved it! But not this.
GOOD LUCK!